I'm callling it official today

[Grinning Geckos]

I'm officially calling it "not pregnant" today ... if for nothing else but my own sanity. Peed on a stick again today, and it was negative. I don't have hardcore proof beyond that that I'm not pregnant....it's possible that I might be still. We'll deal with that when it comes (if it comes). Right now, I need to stop obsessing about it. I need to stay away from the pregnancy forum, and away from sticks you pee on.

Maybe I'll start feeling better. I'm disappointed for sure, but I think I physically feel better today already. Wild hormones are a pain in the ass. If I still don't feel ok in a few weeks, maybe I'll see the DR about it. I'm trying this to see if it's all just in my mind.

I'm going to keep doing and not doing all the things a pregnant woman should...just in case. Trust me, not all that hard ... I've been doing it for a year as it is! LOL

Bummer is, Eric doesn't want anymore kids. We were always in agreement about it until these recent events changed my mind. I'm OK with only having Cadence, but I've got baby fever bad right now. If I'm not pregnant now, then I may not ever be again. He's going to get snipped in a few months, as planned. *SIGH*

 

[BalloonzForU]

((((HUGS)))) Shanti, I'm so sorry! I was really praying for you to be pregnant. I think it's normal for a woman to want another shortly after the first. Within an hour of my daughter being born I told my ex husband I wanted another. LOL

Who knows maybe in the next few months Eric will be in pregnancy mode or you'll be prego before he get's snipped. BTW get to work on that, makin' babies is the fun part!!

Either way, you have a beautiful daughter, and there are many positives to having only one child, as there are to having more than one child.

 

[Grinning Geckos]

Thanks Fe.

I do feel a bit better today...not thinking about it 24/7 has been a nice change. Still not 100%. Maybe it is all in my mind. Sometimes, being crazy ain't all it's cracked up to be.

 

[dragonflyreptiles]

They todl my mom she wasn't pregnant til she was almost 5 months along, she had the flu or soemthing and it made the test com back negative then when she felt movement in her belly they told her it was stomach spams from the flu bug she had and couldn't get rid of. They finally did a sonogram and there I was, she wasn't sick at all just pregnant!

I hope things turn out the way you want them 2, I know Im glad I had 2 babies!

 

[Grinning Geckos]

It's things like that that are making me doing everything I'd be doing if I were pregnant. I've heard too many stories that were similar to yours for comfort. Right now, it's too hard to call either way, so I'm playing it safe. Who knew you could be "sorta" pregnant?

 

[BalloonzForU]

1 month into my Second pregnancy, I started my period, and was told I was having a miscarriage. That would have been my seocond one. Thank God they were wrong, two months later I found out I was still pregnant. You just never know, but gotta keep praying and hoping.

 

[Jeanne]

I will keep my fingers crossed for you Shanti! I hope you get to have baby #2, a girl and a boy, that would be perfect!