I am at a loss for words...

Riyo

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I really just need to get this off my chest.. so I apologize ahead of time for the wall of text and the whining that is about to commence.

So, things haven't been going so hot for me lately. I found out dad has to get a total knee replacement and it's probably going to cost him his job (and all of us are already extremely tight on money). Mom has a full blown disease in her intestines and colon and is doing terribly on the medication she has to take for it.. there are a lot of other things going on with my family that I'm not going to even touch.

What keeps me from going absolutely nuts between the stress of full time school, working nearly full time in retail, and the general chaos that seems to be occuring with my family, is of course my animals. I care for each of them very deeply and they're about all that I look forward to right now.

Which us to the icing of the cake, so to speak. The rescue (Quasimodo) that I've been working so hard to save and I thought was finally beginning to turn around has taken a turn for the worst. I have come to the decision that the most humane thing for him now is to put him to sleep.

The day before last I found that the heat pad on my male sand boa's tank had malfunctioned and was incredibly hot. He is alive and unburned, but is acting very strangely.

Pandora, my little enigma baby, has abruptly began showing extreme 'enigma syndrome'. She can hardly walk, and when she does she almost always ends up falling over or circling tightly. She attacks anything that moves (outside of her tub), so she ends up beating her head against things. She wasn't like this at all a few months ago, it was shocking to see how quickly this cropped up. At this point I am not sure what I should do about her, but it only seems to be getting worse.

This morning, I woke up and walked into my living room (where my rack is) and found that my cat had pulled open two of the tubs some how. Both geckos were gone. After a frantic search I found one... I have spent the rest of the day searching for the other and I have turned the house upside down. There is no sign of him. I don't think the cat got him.. I haven't found any evidence of that.

He was one of my favorites -- Loki, my huge mack snow male that I adopted.. he was my second gecko. I am absolutely devastated. I remain hopeful that he will turn up..

:(..
 

Mel&Keith

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Wow. I'm sorry you've got so much on your plate right now. Try covering the front of the Enigma's tub so less light gets in. Sometimes being in the dark helps stop the crazy behavior.
 

sunshinegeckofarm

Obsessed with Leos
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New Port Richey/Hudson, FL
I hope everything starts going better for you and your family, i hope your dads surgery goes well and no problems pre, during or post surgery. i hope your mom starts doing better too with her health. i know life is b*tch, me and my husband know this first hand because we have our own share of issues not us but with his family and my family a lil. some days i wish i could just run away and never ever look back because its becoming really hard for me to cope but im guessing life throws curveballs and we have to stand and take it to make us stronger people. I wish all the luck for everything in your life.
 

gitrdone0420

Gotta catch 'em all!
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Jacksonville, Fl
Thank goodness you found Loki! I am very glad for that. And I am terribly sorry that everything else just seems to be falling apart. The way that I look at things is... We need bad things to happen to us every once in awhile to really appreciate and understand the severity of the good. It just makes us appreciate the good that much more. So, I really hope that things turn out ok. good luck!
 

fallen_angel

Fallen Angel's Geckos
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Stockton, CA
Awww, I didn't know what had been going on with your family, I am so very sorry to hear about all of that, along with all of the other stuff :( Best wishes to you and your family, I hope things start looking up soon. I will be sure to hold my necklace and send you good ju-ju your way!!! **HUGS** at least Loki was found finally, I know how upset you were. I don't know why your enigma girl would start acting up so strangely out of nowhere, that is very sad :eek: I hope things get better with her too.

I know how you feel about Quasi, being we just had to euthanize our gouty girl not too long ago and that was the first gecko I ever had to put down. We only had her for a few days but I was still greatly attached to the poor thing. You've had Quasi for even longer, I know it is breaking your heart, but at least he will be in a better place in the end.

Much love to you, you are always in my heart and thoughts :heart:
 

StopperExotics

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Barrie, Ontario
I'm so glad you found Loki!!
I'm terribly sorry to hear about how your life has been going. But like Melanie said, sometimes bad things happen, and we get through them and it makes us realize how terrific things are, otherwise.
 

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