Lost

[goReptiles]

So yea... My male tang albino het aptor escaped. he pushed his way out of the tub. If the female isn't gravid i'm selling her because i don't have the moneyh to buy another. and i've been considering it anyway. i'm so mad at myself. everything's been going wrong in my life and oops there's another thing.

o and my het albino that was my first hatchling is gravid and refuses to eat. she's loosing her fat reserves quickly. i've tried the slushy and she won't eat that either. and i can't get it ground to pure liquid, so it won't go through a dropper. any suggestions for that one?

i've about had it with everything. everyday or at least every few days somethings happens.

oh and i can't ever cath the detective at his office when he says to meet him. i just want to make a statement about my checks. he's the one who asked me to come in! i understand he's busy and when someone dies that's more a priority, but ugh... i can only see him on my days off and the days i have off at limited and those tend to be the days he has off. luckily sunday is usually my day off and he works, but i can't ever catch him. we've made plans to meet two sundays in a row... whatever.. i'm about to give up on all the money that i lost recently too.

let's say i need a drink. a strong one... and a vacation... one or the other or both.

 

[MichaelJ]

So yea... My male tang albino het aptor escaped. he pushed his way out of the tub. If the female isn't gravid i'm selling her because i don't have the moneyh to buy another. and i've been considering it anyway. i'm so mad at myself. everything's been going wrong in my life and oops there's another thing.

o and my het albino that was my first hatchling is gravid and refuses to eat. she's loosing her fat reserves quickly. i've tried the slushy and she won't eat that either. and i can't get it ground to pure liquid, so it won't go through a dropper. any suggestions for that one?

i've about had it with everything. everyday or at least every few days somethings happens.

oh and i can't ever cath the detective at his office when he says to meet him. i just want to make a statement about my checks. he's the one who asked me to come in! i understand he's busy and when someone dies that's more a priority, but ugh... i can only see him on my days off and the days i have off at limited and those tend to be the days he has off. luckily sunday is usually my day off and he works, but i can't ever catch him. we've made plans to meet two sundays in a row... whatever.. i'm about to give up on all the money that i lost recently too.

let's say i need a drink. a strong one... and a vacation... one or the other or both.

i know it's cliche but there is a reason for everything... my uncle once told me when he was dying and I was in the same situation with a girlfriend and problems in College. "once your out of the hole looking in; things seem a lot different"

You'll get through this and look back on it and see it as a learning experience.. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.. I've found this is more true that we ever thought it was..

Good luck and keep your chin up.

 

[moosassah]

I hope he turns up for you & that somehow you manage to catch up with the detective. Hang tough, you will get through it all.

 

[goReptiles]

Oh. And found out today that the chinchilla I was going to buy died last night/this morning sometime.

I can only see the boyfriend for 30 minutes either wednesday or saturday. His grandma and I have to find a day to go together so that he doesn't get screwed. I don't even know how I'm going to get there since I don't drive. My monm has been like well you need to call Moe and make sure he doesn't go before she can go and this and that, never once mentioning me seeing him. I made a promise a while ago as a joke with him, and even still I keep my promises. I mean I really don't care to go; I'd love to see him, but there's no real strong desire to go. It's really, in a way, a waste of time to drive 30 minutes or so there and back to only see him for 30 minutes. His grandma is doing research and may put a motion on someone (I forget who) desk tomorrow morning. She asked her husband what the visitation was when he worked at a jail, and he said one hour during the week (any day), and two on weekends. We both understand it's a priviledge, but there's a reason they do visitation- keeps inmates with high hopes and whatnot. But what is 30 minutes every TWO weeks supposed to do? Whatever. Life is just dandy... *rolls eyes*