my families hereditary death(a lil graphic)

whkrazyk

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my uncle died feb. 14th 2002, from an intintional OD on cocain(plus drinking anti-freeze), he had his reasons since he just lost his kid and his wife, and was trying to get off the drugs when they left him, but the next two years after that me and my other uncle and cousins would get really *messed* up every valintines day, i got locked up for a couple of years, and figured out while i was in there that it was totally stupid for us to kill ourselves like him, so i tried to canvince my uncle and cousins that, well my uncle listened, and i thought my cousin did too, but after being clean from drinking and everything since new years, my cousin snorted 5 roxy's, and 5 xanex, and chugged some type of cold medicine and drank, they found him in his bed the next day choking on his vomit, and in a coma, they were able to gety an ambulance there and they brought him back to life after dieing for a few minutes, and i spent most of the night in the hospital with him, they are getting all the fluids out of his lungs and gave him some stuff to make him crap the toxins out, and they said he has a 50/50 chance of making it, but if he hasnt woken up in a couple of days they are pretty sure he is gonna die, so please send ur prayers to him hes gonna need it, and i cant afford another death, i already almost cry everytime i see the tatoo on my right arm, i dont kno if i could stand one on my left, hes only 23 years old, he still has years to live, and if he does get better and get out, then i suggest ya'll pray for him some more because ima send him back to the hospital. thanks for those who read this and reply, i was without emotion for a long time after my uncle, i doont kno what i might do if i lose my cusin, thanks for listening to me
 
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LeapinLizards

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I'm really sorry to hear about this Kyle...it really breaks my heart.

I lost a VERY good friend about 2 years ago to suicide, and before then my little sister attempted it, but thank God was unsuccessful. It's a hard thing to understand, it really is. Know that I am praying for your family. I hope he makes it through everything and gets clean.
 

ariana

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i am praying for you kyle.
i attempted suicide twice.
ive lost a lot of ppl but well there are still ppl that i care about and i cant leave them here alone.
i wish i could take your pain away, i know its hard i know it hurts.
but you can do it.
hugs kyle.
 

hybrid

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There is Hope Kyle. I know you have heard it before but, if I can get through the things ive been through and have a great life now, then anyone can! Trust me ;)
 

Mel&Keith

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Kyle, our thoughts are with you and your family. It's a brutal cycle that you're in. Your family is lucky to have someone strong like you to be a role model for them. It certainly healthier to talk about pain than medicate it but the latter is the easier way out. It probably wouldn't hurt to ask the hospital if they have a councilor or chaplain you could talk to, maybe you could convince your other family members to talk to him/her as well.
 

whkrazyk

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thanks mel and keith, hes gonna be seeing a therapist, and a rehabilitation officer for a lil while when he gets better, we've made sure of that. thank you again for all of your input guys it really helps, now 2 days later on sunday, my grandma passes away, so its like they say when it rains it pours
 

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