I am sooo sorry Felicia, I can't even begin to tell you how sorry I am. I hope you know if you ever need anybody to talk to you have us here. I wish you the best for you and your family.
Fe.... Your a great friend and I wish I could take your pain away and make you your happy go lucky self again....If you need to talk you know my number I hope you and your son are doing good and I'm sorry for your loss..... I'm always here if you need someone.
Oh my gosh! I am very sorry for your loss... I totally feel your pain... We're all here for you and look forward to you're return... This place wouldn't be the same without ya! Keep your chin up!
Today was the funeral mass and we said our goodbyes. Zach finally broke down today as soon as we got home. I think it's starting to sink in for him. He's been screaming out in his sleep words that I wouldn't even say. He's very angry and that has me concerned. I've already planned on some grief counseling for him so he lets it all out and maybe help both of us cope. No child should loose their father so young, and that's what had made it the hardest on me, is watching my son go through this and not being able to comfort him and take away his pain.
Thank you for all your calls, emails, PMs, and IMs. It's great to know that I have all of you here. I'm still here and I'm getting through this. I will be back here posting soon, I just have some things to take care of first.
felicia, im sooo sorry. i understand about your son. it took my little brother almost 2 months till he came forward with his pain when our greatgranmother died(she was very close to us, she practicly raised me). and as far as losing a father, well mine isnt dead, but he is dead to me. for a boy to not have a father.. well theres just a whole that, from what ive found, just cant be filled. so im sure you will be, and i dont have to tell you, but hes going to need as much attention for you as possable. be strong, and good luck
nevin