well everyone has been saying what a shitty week they have been going through so i decided to chime in. i do not normally post shit like this but perhaps you guys should know.
for quite some time now several months now, i have been having a med change. it didn't go as planned. russ thinks maybe i should go back up another notch on my meds but i will wait to speak to my doctor. living with mental illness over your head isn't a fun thing.
for the past few months i have had bad stomach/colon/intestinal problems. the doctor suspects its IBS but i upped my fiber and water intake and been eating better and it's only gotten a bit better so now i have to go get an ass inspector to take a look.
when my primary care physician suspected IBS he wanted for me to get a lower GI CT scan. while they found nothing in my intestines/colon they did find that i have a slight case of liver disease.
another thing that since we have had all this rain and heat here and there my non allergic rhinitis has been flaring up very badly. my head, face and ears feel as though they are going to explode. there is nothing they can do.
i have been having anxiety attacks quite often lately most likely because well when the liver crap and stomach crap came along i get like a fuckin hypochondriac and think ima die and also i get all nervous plus the effects of the med change too.
to top it off i get the shit end of the stick from two of the people that mean the most to me.
that is just SOME of what has been going on here.
why do i never say a thing about it? because i do not want to bother people with my problems.
while i had/have all this on my shoulders and what not i do not makes excuses for my behavior and stand by the things i have said. regardless of what i said and how i said it. i still made the choice to say it but i will not blame it on how i feel or the stress that i have been under.
everyone has shitty days, shitty weeks and shitty months
for quite some time now several months now, i have been having a med change. it didn't go as planned. russ thinks maybe i should go back up another notch on my meds but i will wait to speak to my doctor. living with mental illness over your head isn't a fun thing.
for the past few months i have had bad stomach/colon/intestinal problems. the doctor suspects its IBS but i upped my fiber and water intake and been eating better and it's only gotten a bit better so now i have to go get an ass inspector to take a look.
when my primary care physician suspected IBS he wanted for me to get a lower GI CT scan. while they found nothing in my intestines/colon they did find that i have a slight case of liver disease.
another thing that since we have had all this rain and heat here and there my non allergic rhinitis has been flaring up very badly. my head, face and ears feel as though they are going to explode. there is nothing they can do.
i have been having anxiety attacks quite often lately most likely because well when the liver crap and stomach crap came along i get like a fuckin hypochondriac and think ima die and also i get all nervous plus the effects of the med change too.
to top it off i get the shit end of the stick from two of the people that mean the most to me.
that is just SOME of what has been going on here.
why do i never say a thing about it? because i do not want to bother people with my problems.
while i had/have all this on my shoulders and what not i do not makes excuses for my behavior and stand by the things i have said. regardless of what i said and how i said it. i still made the choice to say it but i will not blame it on how i feel or the stress that i have been under.
everyone has shitty days, shitty weeks and shitty months
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