*tears up* I am so stupid :(

[Zynx_Keekeio]

well I traded my marginata back to the guy I got him from at the show because Im just not very good with any gecko that isn't a leoprd, oh he got taken care but I never saw him, and he really only got crickets, idk why I wouldn't just give him the baby food (yes I know cgd is much better)
so I went to the show with this intention and now my heart cracks and ache and I want to cry because I miss him so much! He was my "leachie", my dragon, with hid awesome claws and toenails *cries*

you never know what you have until you loose it ( or are stupid and trade it back for another gecko)
and I just know it was the last time I'll have ever seen him *cries*


I do love my new blazing blizzard with snakes eyes but I wish I still had Clyde.

I thought oh he'll be in a better place.... hello duh Haley how did you find him?torn skin scars ( a defence mechanism) mouth rot and hips bones showing, of course you didn't send him to a better place!!!

CLYDE IM SO SORRY, I loved u and I miss you.

so guys always be thankful for who and what you have and always make that extra effort to spoil your loved ones( not just animals)

okay I think I'll try and go back to sleep, it being 3 in the morning in all

 

[ajveachster]

We all make decisions then second guess them. I'm sure any breeder on here has sold or given away an animal that they kicked themselves later for letting go. Hope you start feeling better.

 

[Zynx_Keekeio]

We all make decisions then second guess them. I'm sure any breeder on here has sold or given away an animal that they kicked themselves later for letting go. Hope you start feeling better.

yeah your probably right

i do, but i still miss him.. i know i'll get over it.

lol

 

[Mel&Keith]

Don't beat yourself up. There's no reason to keep pets that you don't enjoy when someone who really will enjoy it is offering to give it a home.

 

[Zynx_Keekeio]

Don't beat yourself up. There's no reason to keep pets that you don't enjoy when someone who really will enjoy it is offering to give it a home.

true I hope he sells fast then, to someone who will really enjoy him, because like I said, i traded him back to the guy I got him from and when I got him from him, eh was underweight, had scars from ripped skin and mouth rot, I just hope he finds a home quickly.

 

[thestack510]

I hope you are in better spirits soon Haley. I've had a rough time lately too.

 

[Zynx_Keekeio]

I hope you are in better spirits soon Haley. I've had a rough time lately too.

I am I got cheered up by taking photos of my new little Ji. He's so beautiful and I know that leos and snakes are best for me. I'm not very good at routine and ones like cresteds and leachies and voraxs, well arboral geckos and pretty much all other reptiles for some reason make me so nervous like I'm not taking care of them correctly
and there wasn't a whole lot of information on him except that it wasn't good to hold them.....I'm a touchy feely kind of person.


in anycase I hope your in better spirits soon too