Just a few things....

[fallen_angel]

Firstly, I just wanted to say that I miss you all very much and have been MIA lately due to my summer classes. They are the last ones I need for my AA, but have proved to be the most difficult of all. I honestly spend entire days working on assignments, and wish I had more free time to spend on here like I used to. My classes end in 6 weeks, so I will be around much more often then :main_yes: :main_thumbsup:

Secondly, most of you know that I was pregnant and highly excited for the new addition. Well, you will come to find that my pregnancy thread has been removed. I found out yesterday that I miscarried some time ago, and didn't even know it. The entire situation is very confusing in itself, as that I've always been told that a miscarriage is deniably recognizable. How could I have miscarried and not even noticed? There are so many questions that are left unanswered, and I just really have no clue on the matter really. I'm sure within a few weeks, I will be more open on talking about what's happened, but right now, I just can't. With my busy class schedule, I also didn't have the time to message my close friends and tell them personally, so I thought this was the best way to tell you all for now.

Both my boyfriend/fiance and I are the types of people that have a "Que Sera, Sera" attitude - whatever will be, will be. It's very heartbreaking and difficult to say the least, but we believe this has happened for a reason to show us that perhaps now is not the best time. I have faith that one day, we will have a son, and we will name him Darien Xavier. I think this was a learning experience for us, and we're just going to take what we can from everything in a positive light. We will be laying focus on other areas of our lives for now, and trying again in the future.

 

[Riyo]

Oh, Jess! I don't know what to say! *Big hugs* I know you must be going through a lot but I'm glad that you've maintained a positive attitude about it. If you need anybody to talk to you know where to find me. I'm sending positive thoughts and energy your way :heart:

Take care and keep your chin up! Good luck with your classes

 

[JordanAng420]

Jess, I am so, so sorry for what you have been through...emotionally and physically. I can't even imagine how you must be feeling right now. Try to take things one step at a time, and usually things start to work themselves out...i've found that out the hard way myself...

You know that we're all here for you. When it's meant to be, it will be. Best wishes and positive thoughts to you, Jess!

 

[LeapinLizards]

Jess...I love you sister. Enough said. ((HUGS))

 

[Krow]

Oh Jess, I'm just taken away!! I'm so sorry, I wish I was there with you to hug you. Gosh...this sucks, man I'm sorry, BIG hug from me to you & Mike. Maybe things will be better in the future for starting a family. Best of luck when that time comes, I wish I could give you more comfort, I'm so sorry Jess, thats a hard thing to go through as you already know. I feel for you Jess, just know you have awesome friends here & we all LOVE you & Mike. BIG HUG!!!

WE LOVE YOU JESS!!

 

[supremegecko]

I am so sorry to hear this. Agreed, everything works out in the end for good people.

 

[Kitsune]

Oh Jess, I'm so sorry to hear this. Big {{{HUGS}}} for you.
As everyone else said, we're here for you. I'm only a PM away if you need to talk.

Good luck with your classes. I know it's stressful, but I know you will do amazing!

<333

 

[Haligren]

I just gasped when I read that you miscarried. I am so sorry. I know how much you were looking forward to having a bebe, and I wish you all the best luck in the future! I know you'll have a beautiful one!

Hugs and hugs and well wishes to you and your fiance. Just don't let it get you down, okay? We're all rooting for you. You know I'm here if you need me.

 

[Boanerges]

I just wanted to say i am sorry about what happened!!! I don't know you just yet but I have read your posts and seen pictures of you and your fiance and you seem like cool people. Again, I am sorry and good luck with school.

 

[gothra]

Oh Jess, I'm so sorry that happened. I'm not good at words, I just hope everything will turn to the good side for you and you will definately have a nice boy named Darien Xavier in the future. Take care! *Big Hug*

 

[fallen_angel]

Thank you for the condolences everyone, I really appreciate it all of your kind words and support.

I love you all and will be in touch more when I can ***HUGS***

 

[VampyricAngelX]

Sorry to hear that, hope things work out in the future and good luck with school.

 

[Stitchex]

I'm so sorry Jess and Mike that this happened, I know you guys are great people. I'm not really good with words either lol. Everything does happen for a reason, so just hang in there!

 

[paulnj]

Jess and Mike.... HUGS to both of you!!!

 

[Bellalee]

Jess.. I wish I knew what to say.. just wanted to say big hugs to you and mike..

 

[THE WHISPERER]

at a loss for words, but had to post. i second everything already said. especially being a PM away.

 

[ajveachster]

HUGS

 

[Kristi23]

I am so sorry Jess. I have had way too many miscarriages to count now. I'm here if you need someone to talk to.

 

[fallen_angel]

Thank you for the condolences everyone, we really appreciate all of the love and support more than words can express.

 

[thestack510]

Oh my goodness. I am dumbstruck. I have faith that in time you will have your family. For now just focus on your classes and kick them in the pants. I'm confident that when the right time comes you will receive the blessings you deserve. You already know you can reach me at any time when you need an ear or a shoulder, and I mean that. I am here 24/7. It's time to regroup and come back full force.

TCJBKT