KelliH
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This is a very hard time for me (June) and as each day goes by it gets a little bit harder for me. Once the anniversary is over I will get a little better, at least I will if I am basing that on how I did last year.
I also found out some new information about Hayden's death. A couple of you already know the details. I can't believe I am still finding new facts out two years later, but I am so thankful that I did. We have a mediation with the state scheduled on the 18th but now I am not sure if it will be postponed because of this new information that has come out. So things are just completely in limbo right now and it seems like everytime I begin to think things are a certain way and get "comfortable" some new shit rears it's head and fucks me all up again. I just want this legal part to be finished so that I can at least try to start having some closure on the way he died and the facts of the accident.
Also my schedule is totally flip flopped and I am up all night and sleeping all day. It just sucks and is so depressing, but I have to stay up and get all of my work done. To make matters worse, Conor is now on just about the same schedule
BTW Shanti, I hope you can understand why I never called you back (I'm sorry!) that last night you were here (I think I slept that night until really late anyway) and to everyone else please don't take it personally if I don't answer the telephone or return calls. Sometimes I just don't feel like talking to anyone, mainly I don't want to burden anyone with my shit.
I love you guys, thanks for being such good friends and putting up with me and my rant!
I also found out some new information about Hayden's death. A couple of you already know the details. I can't believe I am still finding new facts out two years later, but I am so thankful that I did. We have a mediation with the state scheduled on the 18th but now I am not sure if it will be postponed because of this new information that has come out. So things are just completely in limbo right now and it seems like everytime I begin to think things are a certain way and get "comfortable" some new shit rears it's head and fucks me all up again. I just want this legal part to be finished so that I can at least try to start having some closure on the way he died and the facts of the accident.
Also my schedule is totally flip flopped and I am up all night and sleeping all day. It just sucks and is so depressing, but I have to stay up and get all of my work done. To make matters worse, Conor is now on just about the same schedule
BTW Shanti, I hope you can understand why I never called you back (I'm sorry!) that last night you were here (I think I slept that night until really late anyway) and to everyone else please don't take it personally if I don't answer the telephone or return calls. Sometimes I just don't feel like talking to anyone, mainly I don't want to burden anyone with my shit.I love you guys, thanks for being such good friends and putting up with me and my rant!
