Someone always seems to happen when I'm on the freaking q44. First a little kid kicks me now a grown man is humping my arm when will it all stop!
I havn't been feeling so great. I dunno if its allergies or a cold but it has me feeling kind of grogy (if thats even a word) plus today was raining and I was soaked from this mist/rain crap that was hovering over Queens all afternoon.
I finally get on the bus heading home and I'm so relieved to finally have a seat to myself. I sit but I can't get all that comfortable for it being a crowded bus. The bus is a few stops away from the bridge the leads to the Bronx when some guy gets on. I really don't pay much attention but I know he stands right next to my seat and holds on because the bus is pretty crowded. So the bus is going and going and going and I notice him getting closer and closer and closer to the point that he's bumping into my every 5 seconds. I start to get uncomfortable so I just give him a look like "can you back off a little?" And I guess he understood and apologized and backed up. Few minutes later he's damn near suffocating I can't even moved since he's pressed up against me. With a little anger in my voice because I'm really annoyed I ask him to please, back up a little bit because I he was making me feel really uncomfortable and I needed my own space that same way he needed his own. This time I didn't get an apology he just backed off. I thought it was over BUT NOOO of course it can't be over. Now he's practically leaning over me with his "hardened manhood" pressed against my shoulder. I swear like he was humping my arm. I got so angry I tried to elbow him but I just hit his leg and told him he was basically nasty and to back the **** off. Of course he didn't and since I'm not into making scenes I just got up and moved to the back and decided to get off on the next stop and take the train by this time we were already in the Bronx so I knew my why around. So I'm standing their waiting for the stop to come up and notice that he has his head turned around like the exorsist just staring at me. Of course I'm totally unconformable because this dude is NOT NORMAL. So I try to play it cool and wait for the VERY last minute to jump off the bus thinking I left him behind.
DID I!? NOOOO!!
I ran across the street and started speed walking trying my best to get to the train or the other bus stop, when someone (the guy runs up next to me) "excuse me do you have the time?". I said NO! you have a phone in your hand why don't you tell me the time? And walk off even faster to run across the street but there was just too much traffic and I didn't have the light. When MR. CREEPY comes up next to me "Sorry to bother you but do you know where the 6train is?" I ignore him and he ask again so I point and tell him (you can tell its the train station because you can see the TRAINS!) and tell him to get lost. He walks away and I run across the street to be followed some more now he dared to ask me "Where I was going and if I could walk him to the train?" I spazzed and told him to get ****'n lost and ran off into the crowd I was ducking in and out of stores until he finally disappeared. Of course I was frantic. Things like that make me really nerves and paranoid that I just wanted to cry and basically ran the rest of the way home and even called my neighbors to wait for me in my building because I was scared to be alone going up the stairs alone in my building.
This was so uncool and really upset me to the point it brought me to tears but my thing is i don't know how to handle these types of situations and ideas? I start to get really nervous and paranoid that I start to sweat and can't even breathe normally and I start to have a hard time thinking of what I should and shouldn't do. Thankfully it was a very crowded avenue because of all the stores, buses and trains.
I havn't been feeling so great. I dunno if its allergies or a cold but it has me feeling kind of grogy (if thats even a word) plus today was raining and I was soaked from this mist/rain crap that was hovering over Queens all afternoon.
I finally get on the bus heading home and I'm so relieved to finally have a seat to myself. I sit but I can't get all that comfortable for it being a crowded bus. The bus is a few stops away from the bridge the leads to the Bronx when some guy gets on. I really don't pay much attention but I know he stands right next to my seat and holds on because the bus is pretty crowded. So the bus is going and going and going and I notice him getting closer and closer and closer to the point that he's bumping into my every 5 seconds. I start to get uncomfortable so I just give him a look like "can you back off a little?" And I guess he understood and apologized and backed up. Few minutes later he's damn near suffocating I can't even moved since he's pressed up against me. With a little anger in my voice because I'm really annoyed I ask him to please, back up a little bit because I he was making me feel really uncomfortable and I needed my own space that same way he needed his own. This time I didn't get an apology he just backed off. I thought it was over BUT NOOO of course it can't be over. Now he's practically leaning over me with his "hardened manhood" pressed against my shoulder. I swear like he was humping my arm. I got so angry I tried to elbow him but I just hit his leg and told him he was basically nasty and to back the **** off. Of course he didn't and since I'm not into making scenes I just got up and moved to the back and decided to get off on the next stop and take the train by this time we were already in the Bronx so I knew my why around. So I'm standing their waiting for the stop to come up and notice that he has his head turned around like the exorsist just staring at me. Of course I'm totally unconformable because this dude is NOT NORMAL. So I try to play it cool and wait for the VERY last minute to jump off the bus thinking I left him behind.
DID I!? NOOOO!!
I ran across the street and started speed walking trying my best to get to the train or the other bus stop, when someone (the guy runs up next to me) "excuse me do you have the time?". I said NO! you have a phone in your hand why don't you tell me the time? And walk off even faster to run across the street but there was just too much traffic and I didn't have the light. When MR. CREEPY comes up next to me "Sorry to bother you but do you know where the 6train is?" I ignore him and he ask again so I point and tell him (you can tell its the train station because you can see the TRAINS!) and tell him to get lost. He walks away and I run across the street to be followed some more now he dared to ask me "Where I was going and if I could walk him to the train?" I spazzed and told him to get ****'n lost and ran off into the crowd I was ducking in and out of stores until he finally disappeared. Of course I was frantic. Things like that make me really nerves and paranoid that I just wanted to cry and basically ran the rest of the way home and even called my neighbors to wait for me in my building because I was scared to be alone going up the stairs alone in my building.
This was so uncool and really upset me to the point it brought me to tears but my thing is i don't know how to handle these types of situations and ideas? I start to get really nervous and paranoid that I start to sweat and can't even breathe normally and I start to have a hard time thinking of what I should and shouldn't do. Thankfully it was a very crowded avenue because of all the stores, buses and trains.
