fallen_angel
Fallen Angel's Geckos
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I just wanted to share this with you guys, because this is the first time something like this has happened to me, and it was REALLY SCARY. So if this hasn't happened to you before, keep me in mind if and when it does, so it doesn't FREAK you out like it did me!!
Last night I had a very bad accident.. I was sitting on the floor, and one of the cats was opening the door to the gecko room, so I stood up really fast to chase after the cat. Needless to say, I don't remember anything after that. Mike heard a loud BOOM and me saying "oh (enter 4-letter word here)!" and then silence for twenty seconds. He got up and I was laying on the ground, half in the bathroom, and half-way sticking into the hallway.. he said "Are you all right?" and so I woke up. For some reason unknown to me, I thought I had been laying there for awhile, just relaxing.. I said "Oh, I'm fine, I was just laying down for a second"...
So then I get up and come back to the living room.. I slowly began to realize that wasn't what happened at all, but I was still very confused.. I said "I think I fell".. and that's when Mike realized that there was something kind of wrong with me. He KNEW I wasn't just laying there in the hallway, but because I was talking normal at first, he thought maybe I was just embarrassed to admit that I had fallen.
So he confirms to me that yes, I did fall. So I sat on the couch next to him, and this was one of the scariest times I have ever experienced.. I remember everything very clearly, even though I wasn't very conscious at the time.
The first thing that happened was my mind was flooded with memories.. but I couldn't distinguish whether they were memories from the past, present, future, or from dreams. When I had realized that fact, I freaked out even more. My mind was totally gone, I couldn't focus on any one thing and so I went to go lay down to try to sleep. Well, I couldn't sleep, my mind was still doing very weird things.. I realized that there was something very wrong, and I didn't know if I was going to be like that forever.. so I was crying my eyes out.. then I realized that I remembered everything I had done yesterday, and I remembered the things I planned to get done today.. so then I came to the conclusion that I still knew who I was and at least could remember a few things.. but I wasn't sure if I'd be okay.. I wondered if I would just remember everything before the accident and end up being some kind of person that wouldn't be the same ever again (think of Drew Barrymore on 50 first dates, that's what I was thinking of).. But then again, I realized how I was thinking about all of this, and so I knew I wasn't all too gone.. but my mind would just jump from one thing to another, and I didn't know what I was even thinking about a lot of the time, it was SO WEIRD and scary!!
Mike says that I must have had a mild concussion. I stayed awake talking to him, and after about two hours, I was feeling more like myself. I am fine today and everything too, but it was still one of the trippiest things to ever happen to me.. so I apparently fainted/blacked out from standing up too quickly, then perhaps hit my head on something very VERY hard, and knocked myself out.
Last night I had a very bad accident.. I was sitting on the floor, and one of the cats was opening the door to the gecko room, so I stood up really fast to chase after the cat. Needless to say, I don't remember anything after that. Mike heard a loud BOOM and me saying "oh (enter 4-letter word here)!" and then silence for twenty seconds. He got up and I was laying on the ground, half in the bathroom, and half-way sticking into the hallway.. he said "Are you all right?" and so I woke up. For some reason unknown to me, I thought I had been laying there for awhile, just relaxing.. I said "Oh, I'm fine, I was just laying down for a second"...
So then I get up and come back to the living room.. I slowly began to realize that wasn't what happened at all, but I was still very confused.. I said "I think I fell".. and that's when Mike realized that there was something kind of wrong with me. He KNEW I wasn't just laying there in the hallway, but because I was talking normal at first, he thought maybe I was just embarrassed to admit that I had fallen.
So he confirms to me that yes, I did fall. So I sat on the couch next to him, and this was one of the scariest times I have ever experienced.. I remember everything very clearly, even though I wasn't very conscious at the time.
The first thing that happened was my mind was flooded with memories.. but I couldn't distinguish whether they were memories from the past, present, future, or from dreams. When I had realized that fact, I freaked out even more. My mind was totally gone, I couldn't focus on any one thing and so I went to go lay down to try to sleep. Well, I couldn't sleep, my mind was still doing very weird things.. I realized that there was something very wrong, and I didn't know if I was going to be like that forever.. so I was crying my eyes out.. then I realized that I remembered everything I had done yesterday, and I remembered the things I planned to get done today.. so then I came to the conclusion that I still knew who I was and at least could remember a few things.. but I wasn't sure if I'd be okay.. I wondered if I would just remember everything before the accident and end up being some kind of person that wouldn't be the same ever again (think of Drew Barrymore on 50 first dates, that's what I was thinking of).. But then again, I realized how I was thinking about all of this, and so I knew I wasn't all too gone.. but my mind would just jump from one thing to another, and I didn't know what I was even thinking about a lot of the time, it was SO WEIRD and scary!!
Mike says that I must have had a mild concussion. I stayed awake talking to him, and after about two hours, I was feeling more like myself. I am fine today and everything too, but it was still one of the trippiest things to ever happen to me.. so I apparently fainted/blacked out from standing up too quickly, then perhaps hit my head on something very VERY hard, and knocked myself out.
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